Hunger Hurts but Starving Works

It's funny how that becomes our mantra. Thank you Fiona Apple. Never would I have dreamed that I would feel guilty for eating. I was on the right track, not caring about what I ate, then I put on a pair of skinny jeans. But, I refuse to fall into that trap again.

I look horrible.

I gained so much weight.

I don't ever want to leave my room and yet I have to study for an exam that I have on Saturday.

I long for the day that I can wake up and not be afraid to face the day.

I long for the day when I can look into the mirror and not hate what I see.

I think this day will come.